Lisa, I wanted you to know that I knew you were trying to end things with me when I saw you at your home 4 weeks ago. I stayed around for two reasons. One beeing that I hoped it was temporary, and you would realize what he was doing, and two, I diddn't want things to end before you saw the real me. I will always love you and always be here when you decide to call. I have to move forward with my life, but nomatter what happens to me, I will never cry or open up again to anyone. That was only for you. I wish we could have shared more. I have so much more of myself that I needed to let out. Even if I am with someone else, I will never love them like I did you...I would leave anyone for you at any time if you asked, I want I future with you and that will remain my dream forever. I hope to see you as often as you can get out. Your smile always will light up my life. I can't say I wish you happiness with Pete, that would be I lie. I feel that you will never be truly happy, and your body soon will break down. I hate to see you sick like you were before all the time, but your mind controls your body, and everyday you are unhappy is a day you will die younger. I feel like a new person since I moved out. I wish we could have shared iot together, but I wanted to see what decisions you would make with Pete. Just always remember, a ring, your jeliousy, and your temper doesnt mean you still have feelings. It means you need to grow up. Untill you do, you will always be with the wrong person, and live the wrong life. I love you sooooooooo verry much. And wish you to be happy, but you will never be happy with someone that only wanted you back because of jeliousy, ..open your eyes, that is not love.....You found  a gently, sweet, caring, and kind person. I already see that person has faded...please bring her back....at least be a true friend to me...a five second phone call is now even hard for you to do...where did my angel go?